Mama's Poppin Pills

Tylenol, that is.  My neck hurts like hell.

Anyway, I woke up before Bella again this morning.  Its a great feeling, but at the same time I can't help but think 'damnit, WHY couldn't I have just gotten a few more minutes of rest?'   I know I am a total zombie when she wakes me up, but I have found myself fantasizing about sleeping in.  Its ridiculous really.

And of course, the cherry on top is that I changed and fed Bella, and she is back out cold...but I dont know how long it will last, so I dont dare try to go back to sleep.  I know better. lol

Alright, so last night while I was laying in bed awake (apparently someone should have sleep trained ME when I was little. o.O) I decided, officially, that I am going to start work on my 101 in 1001 blog.  I don't have anything done for it (aside from the blog being "set up" and not formatted or anything) but I want to force myself to get started on it.  I'm not sure how long the drive to get it done will last, but I'll keep my fingers crossed to at least make a dent in making the list.  I might need some ideas for the 101 things to do.  (For those of you who don't understand, its 101 things to do in 1001 days...I've seen people put anything from baking cookies for their neighbors to having a baby or buying a house on them...I just need ideas of things that I might want to accomplish, because I'm too scatterbrained to even think of half the stuff that I already know I want to do.)

On a totally unrelated topic, Bella has been having to strain a LOT to poop lately.  She's currently asleep on the playmat beside me and she keeps waking up to bear down and grunt and then going back to sleep.  I feel sorry for her, but I dont have a clue what to do to help.

Ugh.  Okay, time to find breakfast.