Hibernation

The last two days, all I've wanted to do is just stay in bed and cuddle Bella.  The weather is absolutely depressing.  I'm starting to think that I would take the tornados in Kansas over another day of this Nor'easter crap in a heartbeat.

Granted, it doesn't help that I just hate it here.  It wouldn't be bad if I could actually get out and meet people, but that's really not an option.  Even if I did try to meet friends here, the chance that Travis's family/friends didn't already know them is slim to none...and therefor I wouldn't even be able to talk to them about anything in my life.  This shit fucking sucks.

I miss Kansas.  I hate this place.  I. Want. To. Go. Home.


On another note, Bella did great with her shots and hasn't seemed to be bothered by them at all.  She measured in at 14lbs 2oz, 23.5 inches long and her head cir. was 15.5inches.  She's a big girl!  She's too damn cute too...she's currently yelling at the ceiling fan.  Apparently it pissed her off. 

I broke out the 6-9 clothes today.  I'm not putting them on her just yet, but I took them out of storage and started taking tags and whatnot off so I can get them washed.  She's in pretty much all 3-6 clothes right now and I like the idea of having some 6-9 long sleeve onesies that fit over her 3-6 onesies to help keep her warm this winter.  I know I am always cold so I am slightly anal retentive about making sure she stays warm.  Travis on the other hand is the exact opposite.  He doesn't seem to understand that she gets cold easier than we do.  I've tried to explain it, but so far I dont think its sinking in.  Oh well, I guess I will keep nagging him til he realizes that not everyone wears shorts in the cold ass rain.

On another totally unrelated note...my boob hurts.  Just the left one.  I think it might finally be going back to the same size as the right.  For some reason after I had Bella my left boob tried to balloon up enough to float away on its own.  Its ridiculous.  For awhile my boobs were two totally different sizes...it makes wearing a bra really uncomfortable and cleavage really unattractive. lol  Hopefully things are going back to some sort of normal.