Unpopular opinions and confessions

I cringe every time someone says "yous".  It seems totally normal out here and it drives me batty.  "What are yous guys doing?" makes you sound like an uneducated fool.

It irritates me when I see people dress their babies in jeans that cut into their little tummies.  It looks so uncomfortable and makes the baby look like its shaped funny.

I'm not a fan of all the jungle themed baby decor that was EVERYWHERE when we were preparing for Bella.  All I ever saw was little cartoon giraffes, lions, and elephants.  Now, don't get me wrong, I love the monkey stuff that's out there, but it seems like everything has all kinds of animals all over it.  It just irks me.

I like watching Jersey Shore on MTV (well I watch it online during the daytime because Travis hates it) just because it shows how stupid some people out here are.  No matter what some people will try to tell you, there ARE a LOT of people out here that act like that.  Don't believe the whole 'oh, people don't really are like that here' bullshit.  They do.  Travis used to be like some of those idiots.  I've said it many times before, but if I had met him before he joined the military, I probably wouldn't have gone near him, let alone talk to him or date him.

I've been debating on just staying in Kansas when we go back for the holidays.  I guess I'm just so sick of it here that I need my friends and family around.  I feel like Travis is the only one who can help me.  All of his family have given me the "if you need anything, we're always here for you" crap, but thats exactly what it is, crap.  Not a single person that has said they're going to come visit or whatever ever has.  Every person in his family has said that they wanted to stop by and see Bella but they don't.  I don't get a break.  Ever.  Travis is the only one who can take Bella off my hands for a little bit and I feel awful making him take her sometimes because I know he's tired and he does so much for us.  I guess it pisses me off that his family expects us to cart Bella all over South Jersey to see them so they can play with her, but the second we need anyone, everyone disappears.

Sometimes, if I'm getting emotional about something, all I want to do is cuddle with Bella.   I've picked her up out of her crib (when she was sleeping) a couple times because I got super hormonal and wanted to hold her.

I wish I could change the amount of time that the bouncy seat will vibrate for.  Sometimes Bella will wake up as soon as it stop vibrating and I just want her to sleep longer.